AS I mentioned in the late night cookie last night, today is a big day. 750 thousand. When I reached the 250K mark, I was excited and knew that I had made a good start int he count. I was confident that I would finish. Of course, 500K is the half way point, and that's exactly how I felt - half way done. Part excitement, part nervousness. Now, 750K hits today and my general mood is "almost done." The finale party is no longer just an idea - it's a chore to get planned because it's so close. Time seems to be running out.

And, as excited about reaching one million, I'm actually very scared about the feeling that I will have that night when the cameras are off, no one can make me do the chicken dance, and I don't have any more numbers to count the next day...